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She’s mine again! I love you. :)

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dapperpuppet:

owlmachinegun:

are you fucking kidding me

Basically.

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I just cracked my own mental puzzle…it sounds kinda silly but I’ve known it all along too. I just didn’t totally accept it. Or didn’t totally understand it, one of the two. And my thinking ruined the one good thing I had…I’m so sorry.

I’m a runner. I don’t like taking on problems head on. I always try to find some other way to solve it cause I think it’ll be easier and I think I’ll be more proud of myself for “cheating the system”. That’s obviously very selfish and immature, but ya know…hindsight being 2020 ‘n all. :/
And I’m desperate. HORRIBLY DESPERATE. to the point that when I realize it i push everyone away from me cause I’m disgusted in myself. But the one girl I wasn’t with, the one that I was reluctant with, I hurt her too. And she’s the only one that I have ever truly loved. Like, my whole world lit up when I was with her. I was beyond happy around her. I would fall asleep and wake up and she’d be LITERALLY by my side the whole time. AND I FUCKED THAT UP. If I could beat my self up physically to the point of needing IC, I would. Just…I’m sorry…so incredibly sorry. The last thing I said to you is true tho. I don’t deserve you. Not even close to it. But we all want what we can’t have, don’t we? Haha.

For whatever it’s worth, I still love you. I’ll always love you. I don’t care if you hate me because I know I deserve that but…you’ll always be on my mind and heart.

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schazam:

Elizabeth Báthory is one of the most prolific serial killers in all of history.
She was born into nobility and was highly educated but also very vain.
One day, infuriated, Elizabeth struck one of her servant girls so hard that some blood dripped from her face onto Elizabeth’s hand and she immediately thought that her skin took on a glowing freshness of her young maid.
Elizabeth believed she had found the secret of eternal youth. After this, women were abducted and hung upside down, while they were still alive and their throats were slit to prepare Elizabeth’s bath.
The Countess of Transylvania and four collaborators were accused of torturing and killing hundreds of girls, with one witness attributing to them over 650 victims, though the number for which they were convicted was 80. Elizabeth herself was neither tried nor convicted.

Can I just time in here and say a few things, since half of what is written here is straight from the wikipedia page, which don’t get me wrong —it’s accurate— but extremely underwhelming.
“Elizabeth” Erzebet Bathory was so much more than some vain bitch who killed over 650 women, she was a vain bitch who could speak and write more than two languages, in a time where a woman writing one was unheard of. She was raised mostly by her very infamous openly bisexual aunt, and was a torturer and a murderer before she was 14 (rumored).
This woman was the person who made the villagers quake in both fear and revelation, that the courts refused to take action against when young girls started dissapearing, when bodies started being found. She OWNED the country, her family was richer then even the Lords presiding over it, she had all the say.
Her and her ‘accomplices” (which by the way, they were extremely trusted, and unlike her, they were executed without mercy when the truth came out), would gather village children who their parents practically threw their way in hopes of a better future, although the children would never live again. She didn’t only hang them, she caged them, used iron maidens, spears, so many different objects. And the whole ‘bathing in blood’ thing, although is technically can be true, that and the whole striking her maid is all exagerrated to add to the story. Her and her husband got off to killing, literally, they liked the screams. If she bathed in blood, it wasn’t to be younger, it was to enjoy their life ending. Not to say she wasn’t vain, but for good reason. She was considered the most beautiful woman in Hungary for all of her days.
And she technically was tried, although as I said before she practically owned the country, they couldn’t actually kill her. But she had killed another young girl of noble blood, and that couldn’t just be set aside. So instead of execution, they sentenced her to house arrest for the rest of her days, unable to punish her for all the women she had killed.
Also, she had three children, and regardless of her murderous ways it was said that she had been a wonderful, loving mother. Strange how the ‘vain blood mistress’ can be more than just, isn’t it?
I could go on and on about this woman, I’ve read and watched basically everything pertaining to her due to reports and essays that I wrote when I was younger, and even though she was a horrifying murderer, she deserves a bit more than ‘blood bitch’.

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homes-ick:

pr1sm-0f-us:

My mom never really liked Of Mice & Men, “You can’t understand them so why does it matter?” I explained to her one day how Second & Sebring was about Austins’ mother and she almost cried. Second & Sebring was the only song by them she would let me listen to around her. The last time I said goodbye to my mom, i whispered in her ear, “I hope you smile when you look down on me, this time i’ll make you proud. I promise.” Austin will never know how much this song means to me because i now know how hard it is to lose your mother at the age of 16/17. I love you mom. I miss you. Rest easy.

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runawaywithedward:

Kristen Stewart 8/05/13

Uhhh….future?

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nerdyfacts:

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TUNERFAN

:)

I can’t believe it…